Knowing how painful it is to lose a child I know each day forward that the pain dose not go away. It has been 160 days since my son died and for me I know in my heart it will never end for me until my end. Life has away of forcing you on at a pace you can not accept. Let us all pray and continue to in the days to come. Blessings! Lara

May your memory always shine bright in each and everyone's life you touched. I LOVE you my son and will always be proud to be your Mom.

WORLDWIDE CANDLE LIGHTING

Thank You All

I would like to thank all of you for your kind words you have expressed. I have read each and every comment many times over. They mean a lot to me. Your prayers are greatly appreciated. The loss of my son has been the hardest thing I have ever been faced with. I have found much more compassion from all of you than so few people around me. Many of you may remember what I call my little prayer box. I keep it in the homestead kitchen. I placed the names of my family inside and prayed for them all. While reading your blogs and you sharing your lives I have placed little pieces of paper with your needs you have mentioned from time to time. I had made a list of all the blogs I follow and added it to the little prayer box. I opened it last week and read the names of all my children as I recount the prayers I haye prayed. As I took the little pieces of paper out I read the names of those of you who had mentioned needs over time. Just to mention a few. Wyatt-Tammy-Kathy & Madlelyn-Jill-Karen-Devon & Eloise. I returned them to the prayer box and wondered just how many have been answered. I continue to pray these days. There are so many questions and so much I don't understand. I pray in the days to come the answers will be given. BLESSINGS! Lara