Wednesday, November 16, 2016

it's been quit a long time. I abandoned my blog for looking back had been to painful. Tonight I looked back. It's still so painful. I've learned that with starting a new blog on Facebook I can't escape the pain even after not posting so often. The loss of my son has not softened. I miss him terribly. Not a day goes by without thinking of him. My faithfulness to continue visiting him has continued. The lawsuit continues also. I see no end to any of the pain. The holidays are approaching & my anxiety is increasing. I find myself crying a lot these days missing my son.

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  1. My heart goes out to you... I've thought of you often and wondered how you are doing. I was happy to see your comment on my latest post and then to visit and see an update. Big hugs to you....I pray things will get a little better each day.

    Blessings,
    Jill

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  2. Lara, I am so sorry to hear that your pain has not softened or sweetened. I have decided that there is no "new normal" after we lose a child. There is simply a tough road to hoe and that every once in awhile there are surprises and joys in that new road. I have decided to do my best to stay healthy and keep it together for my remaining children. Please visit us at www.learnedfromdaniel dot blogspot dot com I talk a lot about all the confusion that remains even eight years later. Love to you and yours,

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  3. Hello sweet friend, I was thinking of you, my heart is heavy for your pain. Hope in some way you find comfort one day to lessen the unimaginable pain.Hugs Francine.

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