Things have been weighing on me for months. My heart is heavy with much worry. There are days It seems to not be present and I can feel happy but find it has just been a time all has died down only to once again raise and hit me full force when one sees I seem to be happy and surviving. I don't want it to just die down. I want the worry and pain to end. Some are old and some new with mounting. No matter which way I turn I find confrontation. There has been so much stress. I will not keep you with all the details but only say my family needs this to end and true peace to be given. Not just to us but to the one who continues to lash out in hatred. That their eyes are opened to see in order to hurt me they have hurt others. I put my petition before God and ask if you will lift this need in prayer.